Only answer if you're a Christian?

You need to change your focus. Surely he has a few good qualities, we all do. Focus on them instead of his faults.We all have them also.Think of all the times that he forgave you for the stupid things you've done. Read the Apostle Paul's words at Philippians 4: 8, 9. As you are reading think about the fact that he's writing from prison. In those days they were not pleasant places to be. Yet, no anger at the injustice, rather a focus on upbuilding things.